♥ ONLY ME
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Name: Serena
Birthday: 15th August 19xx

A girl who
1. enjoys the company of friens.
2. loves listening to sad love songs.
3. loves the seaside.
4. likes cute stuff/electronic gadgets.
5. hates being ignored.
6. dislikes being taken for granted.
7. hates the smell of cigarette smoke.
8. dislikes taking initiative all the time.
9. tends to be quiet at 1st x.x
10.can be very talkative @ times
In short, I am
*lol*


♥
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  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009

    • ♥ The Time
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    ♥ Talk To Me
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    ♥ Da Song
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    Wo She Bu De 我舍不得 (Demo 版) - Hagen Tan 陈孟奇
    Saturday, January 17, 2009
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    Read back on my earlier posts..reflected on ur audi nick..Shouldnt be feeling this way again..but yet, I cant stop myself from wavering..

    It's alwiz easier said than done. I searched the net for answers, though ironically, I knew it wun be of much help. Neither would I stop feeling the way I am feeling now, cuz the biggest enemy is myself. I have onli myself to defeat.

    I alwiz thought by keeping myself busy, it would stop my mind from tinking. But I am wrong. I will still tink back on the happy times, yearn for those happy times again..I will reflect back and tink, I dun tink the matter is actually really dat bad..I will regret, I will be sad, even when I am angrily scolding the words I dun wish to, and while screaming, and scolding, my heart hurts at the same time. Why? I reali dun mean those words I sae..It was juz at that moment of anger, I juz wana release that frustration, wana make myself better. I made myself slightly better, but I guessed, I made you feel bad..and regretted my actions almost immediately.

    As time goes by, the "sigh" does reali gets heavier. Everyting seems dull, juz felt reali lost. Its like I duno myself animore. Why cant I stop all this? Why cant I defeat myself? I noe the answer myself. I din wan to stop. And it shouldnt be the case!

    I find myself still stuck. I din actually overcome my feeling of sadness. As the article I was reading said, I was merely postphoning it by doing so many other tings, in the name of forgetting..when the key is, I am still focusing on the subject.

    Sometimes cant help wondering y I should lose sleep over this when probably you are oredi in your dreamland, probably you are out there smiling when I am here frowning and crying my heart out. Then again, I cant help but comfort myself, probably you are not feeling ani better.

    I am sorry if my words in my earlier posts hurt you. I din mean it...

    Hope that everyting is going on smoothly for you..


    6:06 PM

    The Unique Individual~ Serena