Thursday, February 12, 2009
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It has been getting crazier these days for mi. Work seems to be getting heavier and I am afraid I cant take it animore. I feel like I am already at my maximum. My mind is too tired to tink animore. It keeps spinning, my headache keeps poking mi at one corner of my head, but I still nid to force myself to try to finish as much as possible, if not, I can onli say I am as good as dead for not being able to meet the deadlines. Extremely tired..

Almost my whole team has been staying back these days, practially trying to finish up the stupid work in our portfolios while other people have oredi gone home to shake their legs. And it is alwiz the same few of us who leave the office last. Yesterday had been crazy. Worked till 9:40 pm in the office. Cabbed home and juz reached home, surprisingly I received an sms from my supervisor who asked mi if I am still in the office doing my work and wad is the progress like. So I updated her, telling her I havent finish my work and wad tings are still left undone. Her sms reply actually read," I will help you do up some schedules tmr morning..Have a good rest." One word," Touched ". Cuz she actually bothered about my progress though this job is already no longer under her care and has juz been transferred to my senior to take care of it. And she bothers to help mi at least when she sees mi struggling, and I guess, oso cuz she has the capacity. And she actually did today, she finished up almost all the schedules for mi today, left one more to go. When I told people this, they said I am easily touched. =.= Perhaps. Small gestures like this reali makes mi feel happy.

Today ot-ed as well. YJ waited for mi to finish work. Told him I still need to finish up some work first, and he actually said he would wait for mi downstairs and throughout, he did not even call mi to chase mi to hurry up and finish my work and I am reali grateful. I was rushing, trying to finish up the journal entries keying in. Dead beat and I feel giddy. Having the migrane and totally "lifeless". Finally finished the data entries and it was oredi 7:35pm. Packed my tings and hurriedly rushed downstairs. He had oredi waited for mi for more than one and a half hours. Needless to say, I felt apologetic and touched. :) And thanks for the 2009 calendar..

Super glad it's Friday tomorrow. Cant wait for the day to end later, when it havent even started. I need a break. Break from work..and break from heartaches..Phobia. *Closes eyes* Hope I never get to c wad I dun wish to c happening. So far it hasnt and I hope it wun.

Read on Den's blog that he is going on a cruise this Sunday. Hope he enjoys himself. I wish I can go on one too..haha..but probably I will onli end up seasick, juz like the last time when I was on board one.

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The Unique Individual~ Serena